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Thursday, April 19, 2007
shit.
these few days have been super bad
REALLY BAD.
pfft.
everything bad is happening to me.
damn irritated.
first some teacher ruined my damn mood yesterday.
got me sad the whole day.
hmm
for history, i got like 12/15 again
and for the last two hist tests i got 12/15 for both
so i got 12/15 for all three tests
thats like.. damn boring.
and when mr ang was announcing results.
he said i was the most consistent
12, 12, 12
"dunno whether it's good or bad"
D:
D:
that was like.. ahh nvrm
so then i was bloody annoyed by my marks
i mean its good.
but i couldve gotten 13/15 if i wrote some stuff which i wanted to write in the test,
damnit.
now i dont care if its like a high 12/15 or sth
i just want to improve
1 mark
anything.
i just. pfft.
everybody's catching up with me now
i was like the top in the first test
then now like 3 other people have 12
and the highest is 13
sigh
i guess i'll just work harder
my target for the last test this semester
which is the last history test with mr ang around this year
is 13/15
yeh.
if i dont get that.
hmm well i shouldnt say that
i MUST get that mark.
cos of some certain reason
hm. so yeh.
i'll pay more attention in class
cos i cant rely on remedials anymore
hahaha.
so anyway.. i failed chinese
by 6.5 marks.
........
sigh
i feel weird now
nothing feels right
but its a nice feeling too
listening to the right songs
thinking of the right people
.
and nope.
im not being emo
♥
Thursday, April 19, 2007
shit.
these few days have been super bad
REALLY BAD.
pfft.
everything bad is happening to me.
damn irritated.
first some teacher ruined my damn mood yesterday.
got me sad the whole day.
hmm
for history, i got like 12/15 again
and for the last two hist tests i got 12/15 for both
so i got 12/15 for all three tests
thats like.. damn boring.
and when mr ang was announcing results.
he said i was the most consistent
12, 12, 12
"dunno whether it's good or bad"
D:
D:
that was like.. ahh nvrm
so then i was bloody annoyed by my marks
i mean its good.
but i couldve gotten 13/15 if i wrote some stuff which i wanted to write in the test,
damnit.
now i dont care if its like a high 12/15 or sth
i just want to improve
1 mark
anything.
i just. pfft.
everybody's catching up with me now
i was like the top in the first test
then now like 3 other people have 12
and the highest is 13
sigh
i guess i'll just work harder
my target for the last test this semester
which is the last history test with mr ang around this year
is 13/15
yeh.
if i dont get that.
hmm well i shouldnt say that
i MUST get that mark.
cos of some certain reason
hm. so yeh.
i'll pay more attention in class
cos i cant rely on remedials anymore
hahaha.
so anyway.. i failed chinese
by 6.5 marks.
........
sigh
i feel weird now
nothing feels right
but its a nice feeling too
listening to the right songs
thinking of the right people
.
and nope.
im not being emo
